Why hello there 2015, how mysterious you seem.
Another year has sped by in a flash and I can’t help but sit back, a cup of tea in my hand, and think about how much I honestly believed we'd have hovercrafts by now. How disappointing.
I’m not one to be drastically cheesy and think ‘new year, new me’ (It is honestly ridiculous how frequent this saying is on my Facebook timeline), but I thought I would reflect on myself a little, and maybe write a few things down I’d quite like to accomplish by the end of this year. I am turning 21 this year after all *internally cries*. Don’t get me wrong; I am extremely excited about turning 21 as, yesterday, we booked to go to New York City to celebrate the occasion! One of my life long dreams will finally be complete. Some girls tell their dads to save for their weddings. I however have been insisting since the age of four that my dad is taking me to New York when i turn 21. He has not let me down bless him.
Now, on to my aims for the year (by the way, no one be expecting ‘win golden globe’, lets be realistic about this):
READ 50 BOOKS
Yes yes yes, I am attempting the ‘Read 50 books in a year challenge’. Cliché I know. But I really do love to read. I have been slacking recently which i don't appreciate, so i'd like to keep track of the books I end up managing in 2015. Side note: currently on ‘The Rosie Project’ by Greame Simsion.
BLOG POSTS
I love to blog, it’s a great hobby to have and as the blogging community thrives, I am eager to try and get involved. I plan on uploading a blog at least twice a week, maybe even trying to blog every day for a certain month. We'll see what happens.
NAILS
I envy girls with long elegant nails, I really do. I swear i have been biting my nails since they started to grow in the womb. I need to kick this filthy habit before I mature into a fully grown adult of 21 years old.
GUILT
I am a very guilty person. I feel guilty about almost anything. It could be the most harmless act of kindness such as my Dad offering me a £10 note for the weekend. Most people would react like 'thanks Dad!' snatch it out of his hand and run out of the door. I however, take it guiltily as if I've just shot his own mother for taking something he offered in the first place. Ridiculous. This is a scenario where no real stress is endured but unfortunately for me, this year there has been far too many nights wasted due to unnecessarily stressing. No more i say.
A prime example of my ability to turn anything into guilt is this: Last week, a lovely lady at Starbucks unfortunately made me the wrong drink. I reluctantly told her what had happened and she happily made me another coffee. I was very grateful for her politeness. The plot thickens. She proceeded to make me the wrong drink again. I was mortified. There was no chance i was telling the poor girl she had made a second mistake. No chance on hell. So instead, I drank the dairy infused latte rather than my regular soy. In retrospect, I paid for the coffee. I am in fact entitled to get what I ordered, i'm sure the lady would of understood. Why did I feel guilty? You tell me.
FOOD
I am a little obsessive when it comes to my food and health. I enjoy working out; I eat well for nearly all of my meals, avoiding white carbs like the plague. Due to the fact that I used to be a little larger in my early teens, I am generally quite self conscious about my figure. I’m happy with my body at the moment but I find it hard to treat myself without waking up and regretting it terribly. This year, i plan on working on that. This year, if I’ve had a bad day and need a bar of chocolate, then that’s what I shall buy. And the next day, I shall not feel the need to torture myself at the gym. This will probably be my biggest challenge.
PASSION
My boyfriend is extremely passionate about music. Whilst it's amazing to listen to someone talk about something they love that much, it’s a little dis-heartening when you don’t have something in your life you are truly passionate about. My main hobbies are reading, exercising and YouTube/Blogs. Out of the three, reading blogs and keeping up with my subscription box on YouTube is honestly one of my favourite things to do in life. Now that i have started to write my own blog, I've found a new hobby i love to do. I will find a way to be involved in the Blogging world even more. I am determined.
And that’s it for now folks! Maybe I’ll tack on a few more throughout the month but I think all of the above are almost 98% achievable.
To conclude, please enjoy a few pictures from New Years Eve where i attended the annual house party with all my friends. It was glorious.